So much is happening right now, so many choices to make,things to do,people to meet,work to be done,movies to watch,games to play,places to visit… Feeling so full of energy these days. Today actually someone I really,really admire and look up to wrote me, said he is interested in what I’m working on,what kind of projects,we talked about life,love and all in between. My mom is coming to visit me for a month,I’m going to the seaside,planning to travel to the US and meet an inspiration of mine 😉 Ok,enough with my crap,back to watching Phantasm 😛
Did you miss me? Because I sure missed you guys. A lot happened in my life the past 6 months, my new job was taking most of the time, new friends, so many games to play, books to read and movies to watch… And I found someone special, really special and amazing.
My life really turned around, from the grumpy, slightly depressed person I was on the top of the world. Happy, loved, and dreaming about the bright future I will have with the kindest and sweet guy. But all good things that happen in my life eventually come to an end. Maybe it was Karma, maybe it was my stupid selfish nature and attitude. I feel like I’m sabotaging my own happiness because I don’t feel that I deserve to be happy. And don’t get me wrong, I don’t want you to feel sorry for me, I’m writing this for me so one day in the future if I stumble upon this post I will know how I felt, how happy I was and well I will get a little sad for losing something so special and important.
Right now I’m a mess, not sleeping, depressed, a heartbroken shell of a human being. But I have something good to look for, me and my cousin we are working on something I will keep you updated on it. It’s good because it takes my mind off things.
But don’t worry about me, this post is something I’m doing for myself and I just needed to write down how I feel. Yeah, your baby girl will be fine, one day, one day… ❤